I think I've been a member for three years... I think.... but yeah so I thought that my gallery needed hardcore revamping. I've saved the old stuff and then deleted them. I'm working on putting up new stuff to replace the old stuff. ^^ I see this as progressing in the art world or maybe in my own mind... either way it's progression and I want people to focus on my new stuff, instead of seeing my old stuff. The old ones hold many memories of bad and good times I'm sure they'll be missed but it'll be good for everyone in the end.


lol it sounds like I just had to explain to children why their dog has to be put to sleep lol wow...

anyways yeah that's my story and I'm sticking to it >.<

-O.o-

the most amazing and retarded feat, that doesn't involve the blur between life and death, I have ever attempted... in my entire 19years of life. If i succeed i will be hailed as a genius if i fail i may retract my previous statement about not involving life and death.


you'll see what it is soon it's awesome and you will be jealous just letting you know ^^


now back to the sweatshop *whip cracking noise*

Without further ado. Stole this from =endling ^^

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
again and again- the bird and the bee

2.How would you describe yourself?
Dead sea monkeys- Lemon Demon
(Bwahahahaha!!! i'm a dead sea monkey!!!!)

3.What do you like in a girl?
How my Heart Behaves- Feist
(....i don't swing that way....)

4.How do you feel today?
Dream for me- Moss Eisley
(hmmm... i must be emo...)

5.What is your life's purpose?
Tunnel- The used
(.....can't see the end from where i am... who knows...)

6.What is your motto?
Kiss and Control- AFI
(BOW TO MEE!!!! LICK MY FEET!!!! BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Hands up- Starsplash
(give me all your money!!!!)

8.What do you think of your parents?
Even in his youth- Nirvana
(dad was a loser)

9.What do you think about very often?
Maps- Yeah Yeah Yeahs
( i want to leave this place)

10.What is 2 + 2?
The Greatest of These- Between the Trees
(.....yeah....)

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Bone Machine- The Pixies
( O.o )

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Just for Now- Imogen Heap
(Bwahahahahah!!!!)

13.What is your life story?
I Need Some Sleep- Eels
(.....i swear i didn't cheat.....this is my theme song ^^)

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Under the Gun- The Killers
(HECKS YEAH!!!!)

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Smile like you mean it- David Gray (killers cover)
(....T-T i'm not fake)

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
My Black Dahlia- Hollywood Undead
(...wow....)

17.What will they play at your funeral?
My Beloved Monster-Eels
(rawr!)

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Fashion Zombies- the Aquabats
(BWHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!)

19.What is your biggest fear?
Whiskey Lullaby-Brad Paisley
(yeah... dunken red necks)

20.What is your biggest secret?
I Know-Barenaked Ladies
(YEAH THAT'S RIGHT!!! ONLY I KNOW!!! BWHAHAAHAHAHA!!!)

21.What do you think of your friends?
Sooner Or Later-Breaking Benjamin
(yeah they'll all hate me eventually)

22.What will you post this as?
I was Born (a unicorn)-the unicorns
(yes yes i was deal with it stop being jealous)



That is all.


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see here's the thing i don't know what i'm mad at... i'm so confused...

yeah i went and had really low self esteem yesterday and then i didn't like the pictures at the moment that i put them up but then i didn't like the world then either.... don't ask... i think it was a mixture of self loathing, pain, and sick-ness.... andgoing completly emo... I really didn't like anything yesterday... but yeah i offer this explanation because the moment people saw the comments i put on teh pictures the were like SHUT UP WE'RE SICK OF YOU BEING SO EMO!!!!! AND YOU'RE NOT FAT!!! okay guys i get it... you don't think i'm fat well I DON'T THINK I'M SKINNY!!!!! i'm average and i hate my gut.... but then again i'm not willing to dao anything about it... so XP eat dirt monkies!!! yeah i went emo i'm allowed i'm sick and .... yeah i don't really have an excuse.... oh well...